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[personal profile] veld 2024-12-31 02:53 am (UTC)(link)
[Veld hates being so weak physically but he can recover from that, wounds and burns will heal. He doesn't care about scars and though it will take time to adjust to losing one arm since that is something that he can just overcome with enough time.

He won't give himself any other alternative. He doesn't protest when Vincent says that they will have to push Veld's recovery since he can handle that. Granted, he's never been this injured but that doesn't matter, it doesn't change anything.

But it's the emotional pain he struggles with. He learned how to compartmentalize his emotions separate from his work, even when it came to his failing marriage and not being able to spend a lot of time at home with his daughter.

His first instinct is to push Vincent away and insist he's fine to shut the emotions down deep again. But the medications and the raw pain make it impossible to push all that down when Vincent runs a hand through his hair, taking the bottle from him.

He takes a long drink, still not pulling away as he allows Vincent to run a hand through his hair. It was comforting, something he hadn't had in a long time. He had told himself that he didn't need this weakness of needing someone to let his guard down even for a bit.

He takes another drink from the bottle, taking a shaky breath. There are no tears, he's sure that he lost the ability to cry decades ago when he had to learn hard lessons decades ago in order to survive in the world.

He can't reply for a while, not trusting his voice to not break again. He doesn't notice when Vincent pauses when he sees the grey hair, still emotionally overwhelmed.

But the moment finally passes and he finally dares to say something.]


We'll start tomorrow.