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[personal profile] veld 2024-12-02 02:48 am (UTC)(link)
[Veld doesn't complain as Vincent shifts to the side, only wincing at feeling the bandages move across burnt skin. It would be nice to have something to dull the pain but he has to keep a clear mind and not be tempted to let that haze settle over him once more.

He focuses on reading the messages, taking it all in. He had learned early on that the secretaries were the key to almost everything- they were the ones who made departments run, the ones who went unnoticed during meetings, and handled confidential documents and the such.

Veld spent years building a rapport with them, especially the secretaries in the President's office. They were often his eyes and ears, passing along information in return for protection or in the case of the President's secretaries, making sure they would have the necessary support for any children who may come in useful in the future.


We will never be free of the company.

[With how much Veld and Vincent did for Shinra and the dark secrets they knew, the only 'retirement' plan was death but even though Veld felt on the edge of stepping over that edge there were things he had to know and that meant surviving.

But even with all that aside, Veld knew that personally, he could never be free of that man. He wasn't sure what he was going to say but at least he had a week to figure that out.]


Just have to figure out what the fuck I'm going to do with one arm.

[Veld had survived a lot of things that would have probably killed most other people but he had always been too stubborn to die, there was no time for that shit.

So that was what he was going to do now, survive.]


Well, if I'm not dying then I think I need something to drink.

[That's not water, something like cheap whisky that will wake him up more. And probably something to eat but he feels too nauseous to even think about that right now.]
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[personal profile] veld 2024-12-17 08:54 am (UTC)(link)
[Veld gives Vincent a flat look at the instructions, rolling his eyes.

He was not at all squeamish when it came to blood and injuries- he's removed limbs from bodies more than a few times since it made disposal easier and he knew how motivating removing a hand was to make someone more willing to share information.

But this was different- he knew that he couldn't avoid thinking about this new reality but it was a weakness that was difficult to face and accept. He would find a way to adjust and overcome but it was a lot to think about with everything else that happened.

Everything felt raw, mentally and physically and he took the bottle from Vincent gratefully. Drinking wasn't the best way to cope with any of this but he doesn't care. It doesn't even matter that what Vincent gave him was at least middle shelf but perhaps that was for the best with all the medications still in his system.

He takes another long drink, allowing the warmth to spread through his body though he fights the urge to allow it to pull him under that haze again as he had the bottle back to Vincent begrudgingly.]


I always told him that if he wanted to kill me or make an example of me to make sure to finish the job.

[For obvious reasons. President Shinra was feared by many but Veld was not one of those people, not even in the slightest.

Focusing on Vincent helped him start putting pieces together in his mind, trying to slowly put together what has to be done. There was so much to come to terms with and putting things together was helping him make some sense of this new realty even if he felt as if this was some horrible hallucination.]


Heidegger will have to be dealt with as well. He's a coward and if he's behind this, a bigger idiot than I thought he was already.

Either way, he's going to be smelling the blood in the water.

[Veld frowns, letting out a breath as he tries not to move since every time the bandages shifted against burnt skin the pain radiated and interrupted his thoughts.]

Neutralize Heidegger first- I don't want him to think he can make the most of this opportunity. He's stupid enough to try something and I don't want him in the way.

[It was a pity they couldn't handle Heidegger what they typically did to suspects and anyone who worked against Shinra. It would have been so satisfying to break him.]
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[personal profile] veld 2024-12-22 07:40 am (UTC)(link)
[Veld frowns but lets Vincent to continue talking. It would be risky putting Vincent probably literally in the line of fire since Heidegger had always wanted to bring down Veld and would seize on the opportunity to take that out on Vincent.

But Heidegger's arrogance was always his downfall and he would want to take the time to gloat while making his usual mistake of underestimating the Turks. He always thought that he was invincible with his army.

He knows he doesn't have to tell Vincent how many times this can go wrong and what would happen if he failed- they both had faced death many times to be afraid of it at this point.

He knew that Vincent could withstand anything that Heidegger would try since no matter how much he blustered, he didn't have the stomach or even the imagination for what Vincent and Veld did on a regular basis for the company.

His stomach turns at the smell of food but he knows that he has to eat something and keep it down to recover as much as he can in the limited time that they has before they put this plan into motion.

So he shifts on the bed, taking up the fork slowly and carefully.]


He won't be able to resist the opportunity of thinking he has you cornered.

[So it may work as Vincent suggests, Heidegger is really that predictable.]

If I fail you remember where the points are? [Places where Veld had stockpiled resources, materia, and weapons, somewhere they could hide out if needed while on missions.

They would be hunted with the full force of the company but hopefully, they could buy themselves some time to figure out a backup plan if they survived this.]
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[personal profile] veld 2024-12-25 06:08 am (UTC)(link)
I honestly don't know. The codes are active, you'll find everything you need to get away at least.

[Veld manages to get a couple of forkfuls of noodles down without throwing it up but gives up, feeling his arm shake from how weak the muscles are from being unconscious for so long.

It doesn't help all the medication is not sitting well with him but he still holds out his hand for the bottle anyway.]


I know him better than he knows himself- at least, I did. He was once someone I sacrificed everything for, Vincent.

[The president had become someone twisted over the recent years and Veld found himself more on the outside as Hojo and the other scientists wormed their way in, promising the opportunity to build power.]

I failed him, Vincent. I should have seen the danger earlier. I should have done more to prevent Hojo from sinking his claws into him and seducing him with promises of being able to make the world his.

[Maybe that greed and evil had always been lurking and Veld had just not seen it or wanted to see it.

He hates how his voice cracks and he knows Vincent will know it's not just because of a sore throat but the emotions are there whether he likes it or not and the medication is making it difficult to control the outburst.]


Even if I get through to him, this is only the first attempt- there will be others.

[And he has to make sure that if they survive this, they will at least be able to survive the next attempt. There is no question of leaving the company whether Veld gets through to the president or not, they were bound to the company.]

We got a plan then - no going back now.

[Not that it was really an option anyway.]
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[personal profile] veld 2024-12-31 02:53 am (UTC)(link)
[Veld hates being so weak physically but he can recover from that, wounds and burns will heal. He doesn't care about scars and though it will take time to adjust to losing one arm since that is something that he can just overcome with enough time.

He won't give himself any other alternative. He doesn't protest when Vincent says that they will have to push Veld's recovery since he can handle that. Granted, he's never been this injured but that doesn't matter, it doesn't change anything.

But it's the emotional pain he struggles with. He learned how to compartmentalize his emotions separate from his work, even when it came to his failing marriage and not being able to spend a lot of time at home with his daughter.

His first instinct is to push Vincent away and insist he's fine to shut the emotions down deep again. But the medications and the raw pain make it impossible to push all that down when Vincent runs a hand through his hair, taking the bottle from him.

He takes a long drink, still not pulling away as he allows Vincent to run a hand through his hair. It was comforting, something he hadn't had in a long time. He had told himself that he didn't need this weakness of needing someone to let his guard down even for a bit.

He takes another drink from the bottle, taking a shaky breath. There are no tears, he's sure that he lost the ability to cry decades ago when he had to learn hard lessons decades ago in order to survive in the world.

He can't reply for a while, not trusting his voice to not break again. He doesn't notice when Vincent pauses when he sees the grey hair, still emotionally overwhelmed.

But the moment finally passes and he finally dares to say something.]


We'll start tomorrow.